The Unexpectedly One.

2 months ago.
Someone had came, of course it was unexpectedly.
then I fell in love too much and too easily.
and of course, the naive bella always thoughts
he was the one who's going to stay
when actually he just stop by
as the same as the other one.

Seriously, I'd never thought that I will fell in love that hard again
Since I know that myself isn't more capable enough to loving someone again.
But him,
he made me did it,
he made me hurt myself again,
with no planning,
no expectation.

He came in the simplest way,
said hello,
and then introduce himself,
in the freaking formal ways.
And the another unexpectedly thing is,
his personality is so simplest
and I like the way how he keeps everything at the simplest way.
Thought I always needs someone who complicated just because I am a mess,
but the simplest one
is really complete me,
he calms me,
like no one did.

But the most unexpectedly thing is
he is so broken,
and maybe I can't even fix it,
cause really, how can a broken girl can fix a broken boy?
No matter how many times he said,
he needs someone like me,
all I have known the truth is
he needs someone to numb the pain,
he won't feel lonely,
so he keep searching someone who can make him feel better.
But, really?
I know that he is hurt,
but it doesn't means he can hurt everybody who come to his life.

Text on delivered,
and never change to be read.
I was sure that there is something on his mind,
Brave myself to texted you first,
and you replied it shortly,
I was keep telling myself
'maybe he just busy'.
One month,
and you seems still like that
I was sure, something's wrong between us.
Another text delivered,
another text never change to be read.
I am sure that it's time to stop,
it is time to let him go,
it is time to move on.

And now,
I am really not sure about a lot of things,
Is he really wants me or he just wants someone so he won't feel lonely?
Does he really cares about me or he just wanna be nice?
Is he just being himself or he just tired of me?
Whatever the answer is...
I know that it will be the words that I never want to be heard.

So, thank you.
For stopping by,
Korean Boy.

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